Life is not always fair. Or logical. Or pretty and nice.
This is my personal outlet for emotions that might otherwise be unleashed in an inappropriate manner.
Let it be known that "the BG" is my girlfriend whom I adore...the BabeGoddess, regardless of what I might be bitching about at any given moment within the walls of my blog.
"People can keep a journal to record their life, their thoughts, their happiness, the events of their families,
etc. They can also keep a journal of creative observations, their hopes, their ideas and dreams, as Leonardo da Vinci
did. He always had a notebook hanging from his belt to record his observations. I have one constantly in my
pocket and on my night table. We must be the source of good ideas and dreams for a better world. We are part of
evolution." -- ROBERT MULLER
"The defining characteristic of the literary vocation may be that those who
possess it experience the exercise of their craft as its own best reward, much superior to anything they might gain
from the fruits of their labors." from Letters to a Young Novelist by Mario Vargas Llosa
"The irony of life is not that you cannot forget but that you can." --Gertrude Atherton, 'Can Women Be Gentlemen'
Tuesday, February 26, 2002
insomnia has crept in once again...not really insomnia i suppose since i can and do sleep, but i am sleeping less...of course that might also coincide with exercising more or it might be shere coincidence...i was just chatting with someone regarding 9/11...and that it is my birthday...fuckers...i wonder if i can just randomly pick another day and then petition a court to change my birth certificate...how could they argue against it? of course, i would still know...it will never again be the same...fuckers...
so i just tried to post that and once again, my session had timed out, but this time, i actually remembered to save it before i hit post...and then when i logged back in there was a popup window that said "we found a cookie that shows a post not made correctly blahx3..." so it gave it back to me...i guess i need to focus when i am going to post and not be back and forth multitasking...
damn...what a pain in the ass that my session here timed out
i was right in the middle of a wicked rant that has now left me...i guess in my karmic string of events, i was not to have posted it...i certainly hope that it is not the norm around here...i am really counting on this to be a cheap alternative to therapy...
Well what have we here? A place where I can let it all hang out. Be forewarned: This will not always be pretty!! Hell, it might rarely be pretty. Or, it might be roses all the damn time. Predictably, it will be unpredictable.
